Life Pt. 1

Recently, I just finished my first week of my sophomore year of college! If you told me last month that I could do that or that I was even going to school, I would have been like hell no. But somehow I did it. It was hard at times, I felt anxious and cried a few times, but I am proud for me being able to try. I've had a good last week because my mind was mostly focused on my school work which was great. My classes are really hard even though I only have 3 of them. I feel like I have lost some brain cells this last month and a half given that all I have focused on is myself and my health. But anyways, super grateful for being able to be home with my family and the support I have. This time in my life has proved to me that I really have the best family and boyfriend of all time. I could never be more thankful for their love and patience because anxiety/depression is so hard for everyone around you as well.

My sister came down to visit which was really sweet and I appreciate her wanting to come down and see us. It was only for the weekend, but it was a good time. We did a little arts & crafts project with tie dying shirts and cropping them. I used to do a lot of tie dying when I was younger and I really like doing it. So I am hoping to start like a small business selling tie dye shirts for men and women. I will post more information about it. But it was a fun time even though I didn't do any homework because I procrastinate... a lot.

So, yeah. I am just trying to figure myself out and keep pushing on with life. I won't let my anxiety and depression take over my life. I want to get better and I will, but it takes time. I really just want my boyfriend :( long distance sucks guys. But he's worth it.

Hopefully this week goes smoothly too. Have a good one!